"i wanna stay as close to the edge as i can without going over. out on the edge u see all kinda things u cant see from the center" - Vonnegut


Jun 3, 2005
heeee heeee heeee

lama menghilang...
ku jalani hidup seperti semalam,
membilang detik bilakah kan terhenti...

diri ku bawa..
melintas samudera kehidupan...
sarat..berat!
mungkinkah hari ini semuanya kan berubah...
seakan hidup ini baru bermula...

nah...
jauh disana sekelip kerdipan..
ku gagahi...
jatuh, rebah, tersungkur...
cahayanya tak bisa ku gapai...
hilang dalam kesakitan...
terlena............

rakan..
beriku kekuatan!

Posted at 03:18 am by emang17
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Mar 1, 2005
bulu mata!

Diterangkan dlm sebuah hadis,"Apabila
tiba hari
kiamat, seorang hamba ditanya oleh
Allah dan
dihulurkan buku catatan amalannya. Dia
dapati di
dlmnya terdapat byk perbuatan dosa yg
dilakukan.
Maka dia berkata, "Tuhanku, aku tidak
melakukan
dosa2 itu"
Allah swt berfirman,"Sungguh, aku punyai
saksi yg
boleh dipercayai"
Maka hamba itu berpaling kiri dan kanan
dan tidak
pula dia dapati saksi. maka dia
berkata,"Wahai
Tuhanku, di mana ada saksi?" Lalu Allah
memerintahkan semua anggota badan
hamba itu
menjadi saksi.
Kata dua telinga:"sungguh kami tlh
mendengar dan
tlh mengetahui bhw dia tlh berbuat"
Kata dua mata:"sungguh kami tlh melihat
Kata lidah:"sungguh saya tlh mengatakan"
Dan dmkn dua tangan dan kaki
berkata:"sungguh
kami
tlh mengerjakannya"
Kata faraj:"kami tlh melacur"
Maka hamba itu dlm keadaaan
kembimbangan.
Lalu
Allah memerintahkan dia masuk neraka.
Maka kelihatan dari mata kanan hamba
itu sehelai
bulu mata meminta izin Allah swt utk
berbicara.
Allah mengizinkannya.
Kata bulu mata:"wahai Tuhanku, tidakkah
Engkau
tlh
berfirman, seorg hamba yg mana pun, yg
tlh
membasahi walau sehelai bulu matanya
dgn air
mata
krn takut kpd Ku, maka Aku selamatkannya
dari
naraka."
Maka Allah berfirman,"Ya, betul"
Lalu bulu mata berkata,"saya tlh
menyaksikan
hamba
ini tlh membasahiku dgn air mata krn
takutkan
Engkau"
Maka Allah memerintahkannya masuk
syurga.
Kemudian
ada suara berseru,"Ketahuilah
sesungguhnya fulan
bin fulan tlh selamat dr neraka hanya dgn
sbb
sehelai bulu mata dr matanya."
Kenapa sampai begitu besar nilaian
setitis air
mata taubat?Krn bukan sebarangan org
yg mudah
utk
menitiskan air mata krn takutkan Allah.
Hanya org2
yg hatinya terlalu sensitif dgn kekuasaan
Allah,
sehingga terasa takut dan terasa
hebatnya Allah
shj yg mampu berbuat demikian.Mrk
inilah yg bila
disebut neraka, oleh krn terlalu gerun dgn
penyeksaannya sehingga mengalirlah air
matanya.


"Hidup ini indah Jika segalanya kerana
Allah"

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Feb 16, 2005
=[

i wasted almost 1 hour working on a new template of my blog...
uarff...i dont know how to change the template...opsss!! i know how to change it..but i actually wanted to design my own template..the problem is...i didnt be able to understand the language...pity me...my blog look dull and boring...nobody wants to come..nobody wants to see..after some time, it will die and ppl will forget bout it...and after some more time, its name will dissapear from our minds...and we act like it is never being in existence...by that time...i dont know what would it be to this blog...and after that...and after that...ermmm..start to mengarut...hehehe...=p...
nevermind lah... i will try to understand the language and the codes later when i got the rite time..skang nih quite pening n pressure lah since tests and assignment byk gelllaaa..taktau mana satu nak capai ni...i'm lost!!!
oh yeah...ptg tadik gi imbi...gi beli monitor for shah n xuar...so i got some extra money laaa this week...tapi tak untung byk ahhh since i was like tolong kawan2 gitu...
n then just now at 8 i got an equity discussion..we should have done our moot yesterday but somehow the other group was kinda not prepared enuff so it has been postponed to next week...so i was like discussing n everything under the tajuk of Specific Performance...i didnt read bout it yet and just make myself present...nanti bebudak tu marah2...haha...actually sian gaks dorang.. task yg supposedly done by 5 org was done by 2 org jek...so dorang cam tak puas hati gaks...huhu..anyway tu lah one of the adventage of being a member to gals' group...=p
okaylah dat's all i tink for today...
cube belajar2 untuk be more expressive...u know i'm not an expressive type of person...i donno how to respond to things and express my feelings...i'm a boring person..so boring enuff...i am so cold and selamba sangatttt....hahaha..whatever...
bye ttfn!~!!

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Feb 13, 2005
febuary 14th...

hait!!!
today is 14th of febuary 2005...guess what day today is??yeah u are rite...it's my birthday...so clever lah u...how do u know eh??opss...tak ingat yg i ni glemer..hahah..so perasanlah me...=p
well, today my age turns to 17...i feel dat time is running so fast and i've become older and older...there are still many things dat i've not been able to achieve when i was 16...i realize dat i dont make full utilised of my time and i wasted it a lot in term of studies, works, friends and anything else..Allah berfirman in surah al-asr yg bermaksud...""semua manusia berada dalam kerugian kecuali mereka yg beriman dan beramal soleh...dan mereka berpesan2 dengan perkara kebenaran dan kesabaran..."
bile renung balik ayat di atas, betapa i feel like i am rugi enuff...walaupon nampak simple je ayat tu since i always read and dgr it...tapi nak melakukan apa yg Allah nak tu...mak aiii...susah, susah sangat...jgnkan nak berpesan2 kat orang lain...diri sendiri pon tak terpesan...selalu lalai dan alpa..=[...
so hopefully, this year...i'll become more baik n soleh n to becoma a good muslim and hamba-Nya yg taat...pray for me yeah pals!!
i also want to say thanks to all of u my frens for the wish...u are all so thoughtful and indeed very good n nice frens...it's clear dat ur the stars and rainbows in my life...thnx ya!!i luv u all...=D
and not to forget, thnx to u areej for the chocolate and the card...ur always be the sweet one!=D...
hahaha...rasa cam nak bagi wasiat lak tulis pepanjang nih...hey surfers...i dont ask u to read this...this is my blog...and it's for me to mengarut2 here n i didnt write this for u to read!!!so stop reading...please...=p
okaylah...i'm freezing here in...the air cond is very the kuat giler...
so i tink i gotta go...
got class @ 12....land class....
bon voyage...

p/s: dont understand lah citer smallville smlm...nape clerk has to go???nape???tell me napee????=p

Posted at 07:50 pm by emang17
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Feb 12, 2005
365 days---resubmit!!

It's not the fault of the students if he
fails, because
the year has only 365 days..

Typical academic year for a student :

-Sunday -52 Sundays in a year, you know

Sundays are for rest..Days left 313

-8 hours daily sleep (recover energy) -means 122 days..Days left 191

-2 hours for daily playing (good for health) - means 30 days..Days left 161

-2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chew properly and eat) -means 30 days..Days left 131

-2 hours for talking (man is a social in nature) - means 30 days..Days left 101

-Exam days per year at least 40 days..Days left 61

-Quarterly, half yearly, and festival (holidays) about 50 days..Balance 11 days

-For sickness at least 3 days..Remaining days 8

-Movies and function at least 7 days..1 day left

That 1 day is your Birthday!
"How can you study on that day?"..Balance day 0

what do u think???hahahaha...still have time for blogging ye??

saba jer!


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Feb 10, 2005
gong xi fatt chai!!

first of all, i would like to wish all the chinese around e globe especially in malaysia gong xi fatt chai!..because of u malaysian chinese, we have the hols...i like hols...like it very the much!!huhu...
and also to all moslems...happy new year!!may Allah shower us with all His blessings!!
i have 5 days off and i dint go bak to trg coz i plan to study..u know to STUDY!!!=p...i have let 2 days passed by without even touching my bukz...what more to do revision...so very the malas lah me!!
i have 1 test waiting next week(i just checked my reminder, thnx God there's only 1, i tot two u know...yay!!!) which is usul fiqh on 16th...and 1 assignment on the equity subject...we have to do mooting..what mooting is eh??i dont know lah..nvm.i'll ask somebody who knows bout mooting...so dizzy da head lah dis stuff!!tambahan pula, hamba tak faham lah tis subject, anyone would like to offer the help??help meh!!!! ;~|...
thinking bout final xm..it's about a month from now and i have 6 subjects to cover...at this moment of time, i could say dat i just understand umm maybe bout 30% of what i hv studied for tis sem...it's terrible aight...i should have began to study and make sure my result will be little bit kickin'...so u c,here i need help again....so help me!!
ermmm,,, do u know why am i writing all this rubbish??just to let ya all know dat i dont like to complain..( i ni tak mcm budak tu yg suke komplen..there are many other interesting things else to do besides complaining..=p)...the reason is....hmmm...skrg ni cuti..so u know lah kan everyone is at their hometown rite now aight??dat means nobody's @ my room...so camne nak tido sengsorang??so the very2 scary lahhh...takotttttt!!!!
oklah..dat's all for now....ttfn!!!
 

Posted at 11:32 am by emang17
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Feb 6, 2005
nasi ayam recipe!!

knock knock!!!
i have a new car now...opsss!!a new hobby lah!!!
i dunno since when i feel so interested in cooking...actually i'm not good at cooking even when i be at home during school hols, i never helped my mom cooking...
after spending some of my time with one fren who likes cooking...this hobby is slowly developed...now i'm obsessed wif cooking..
furthermore i tink if a guy knows how to cook...dat will become pretty kewl aight??
ahaks...
so today i'm going to share one the recipe dat i learnt from my fren....
jot it down kay!!

BAHAN2:                                                                   
1 KILO JAGUNG KERING                                                      
1 PERIUK NASI SEMALAM                                                     

SEDIKIT AIR                                                               
                                                                           
CARA MEMBUATNYA : GAUL SEMUA BAHAN HINGGA
SEBATI                          
LEPAS TU PERGI KE REBAN AYAM BELAKANG
RUMAH.                              
KURR . KURR ... KURR...                                                  

SIAP DAN HIDANGKAN KEPADA BEBERAPA EKOR
AYAM.                             
                                                                           
HIDANGAN UNTUK 20 EKOR AYAM & 10 EKOR ANAK
AYAM.    

=p

p/s:korang nak makan skali ataupon nak ajak jiran2 makan skali ngan ayam pon orite gaks...tapi jgn lupa amik gambar tau n then send it to me..huhu                     

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Feb 4, 2005
the competition has ended!!

alohaaaa....font pink gitu..manjer tak hingat!!!=]
i have an announcement to make....we all tewas!!!huhu...takpe..takpe
got second place is not dat bad aight..at least we've tried our best and as i stated before...i dont really mind if we lose in this game since the rival team is also our fwens from the same batch...ahaks....
however...i wish my team would make it again next year!!!
opss...it's late already...gotta sleep...
TTFN

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yay!!we made it thru to the finals!!

cakkkzzz....aaaaaa!!
after having some kicks on the field and after throwing out all of our energy, at last we've successfully made our way to the final match!!now the title of the champion of tan sri harun hashim cup is just in front of us to grab...
i still dont believe dat we could make it this far as it's very tough competition which is full with challenges and pressure from the outsiders which are the supporters and also among da playaz themselves and i for several of time could not be able to control my temper which resulted one of the rival's supporter died(i kicked his kidney 3 times and plucked his head)huhuhu...whatever...
dat's not enuff of it...what makes the final match is more interesting is dat we are going to play against our fwens which is from rindu tak tahan lagi team and i can say dat the pressure is not that high(eventho it's only an inter kulliyyah's competition...but the pressure is there).
and from behalf of myself, winning this final match is not that important anymore as we can already stand proudly after reaching to this point..=p..but for sure to win is also nice...isnt it??
the final match is scheduled to be held this evening at 6 o'clock...wish me all da best!!
sayonara!!! :]:]:]


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Feb 2, 2005
yeehhhaaaa!!


haiyo!!!i'm so glad today....y??well...it's about e futsal stuff lagik lah!!we won 2 matches yesterday n wif dat we are qualified for the quarter final...
for the first match, we won 6-1 against disorder team...i scored 3 goals out of 6...huhu..jgn jelesss =p...riak seposen...huhu...and for the second match we only won 1-0 but guess who's again the scorer??ahaks...malunye i...=p
so tonite we got another match n i really hope that we can make it thru...
enuff bout futsal thingy....

hey!!why is it in the world alien makes gal emo??
aiyo...tak pehem...tak pehem ;]

it's now 11.28 near noon n it's the best time to sleep aight??bgn kul 3 ke 4 ke best jugak kan??haha....
hey!!i woke up bearie bearli the  early today u know...got class @ 8 and sleepy gellaaaa!!!

uarffff!!!nak tition...tata titi tutu!!
catcha la8r kay!

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